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Name: Scarlett (or Em)
Gender: Female


Interests: I love to be me. I love to dance and sing with the crew and to act with anyone becasue actings so righteous. I am an artist in my own right just by that. Not the painting kinda!Come on...me....paint? I love learning new Shakespeare and reading the teachings of ancient philosophers and wise men. But above all... I love to love. Its what I live for and it makes me happier than anything else. I couldnt live without it.
Expertise: I dont do anything very well. I try though. That counts...right?
Occupation: Artist


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Member Since: 1/19/2004

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Monday, October 08, 2007

I'm back...

I'm falling even more in love with you. Letting go of all I've held on to. I'm standing here until you make me move. Just hanging by a moment here with you....

 

There is nothing else.


Monday, August 06, 2007

.....and.....

I'm waiting for life to return to me. Things to be as they were once before. But for some reason it seems like it never will. I guess......I deserve this. I'm sorry to everyone else that I changed so many things.


Sunday, July 15, 2007

Frostbite

Damn. I miss Frostburg so much right now. Everything about it. The people. The buildings. The area itself. I have an off campus place this year so its going to be crazy awesome. We have a few more people joining the Frostburg family this year that I know and their prescence is going to make things 10 times better. More people to hang out with and more time to see those people. I will be living practically across the street from Mr. Steven and Mr. Cakes so that will be pretty awesome. So close to campus that I wont have to walk far to get to the PAC or anything up campus. Things will be different, but change is good. The question is...how different? How many things will change before I get there? So many things hang by a thread that I cant say where I'll be in even a week. I can bet things will changes dramatically. But you know what, I'm fucking ready for it. Bring it life!!!! I want to see the best you can throw at me. At this point, I think I can handle anything with the year I have had. The next thing that will happen I can guarantee will be the worst thing yet. But I will smile, grit my teeth and laugh in lifes face. Cause I am too strong to let some things get me down. In the end of this year, I will look back and be stronger than ever before. Stronger in mind, body, and spirit. This is the point where I can handle it all. I cant wait to see what life intends for me next. Maybe its because I'm listening to the Chili Peppers, but I think I just had a revelation. Thankyou Red Hot Chili Peppers for inspiring me all the time.

 

And life.....

 

I'm fucking ready!


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

My Junk


In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life.
Still there's this one thing just to see you go by.
It's almost like lovin'. Sad as that is.
May not be cool, but it's so where I live.
It's like I'm your lover or more like your ghost.
I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go.
I try and just kick it but then what can I do.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

See us, winter walking after a storm.
It's chill in the wind but it's warm in your arms.
Stumble snow blind, may not be true.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.


Well, you’ll have to excuse me, I know it’s so off.
I love when you do stuff that’s rude and so wrong.
I go up to my room, turn the stereo on…
Shoot up some you, and the you is some song.
I lie back just driftin' and play out these scenes
I ride on the rush of all the hopes all the dreams.
I may be neglecting the things I should do.
But we've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

See we still keep talkin' after you're gone.
You still with me then feels so good in my arms.
They say you go blind, maybe it's true.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

It's like we stop time. What can I do?
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.
My junk is you.
My junk is you.
You. You. You.


Sunday, July 01, 2007

The Dark I Know Well

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

I don't scream. Though I know it's wrong.
I just play along.
I lie there and breathe.
Lie there and breathe...

I wanna be strong-
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me,
Me and my "beauty"

Me and my "beauty"...

You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight,
And then you hold me and you whisper,
"Child the Lord won't mind.
It's just you and me.
Child you're a beauty."

"God, it's good-lovin'-ain't it good tonight
You ain't seen nothin' yet-gonna treat you right.
It's just you and me.
Child you're a beauty"

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well.

 

Thank God for Spring Awakening.



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I miss the days when the lightning danced in your eyes, The rain swept away all the deceit and lies, When there weren't when's, what's, or why's, There was just you and me.... Only you and me, Forever.... Forever.... To love and just to be, Forever.... Forever.... I miss the days when the wind whipped your hair, It never mattered who, how, or where, We spun in the breeze without a care, There was just you and me.... Only you and me, Forever.... Forever.... One soul running free, Forever.... Forever.... I miss the days when the sun never shined, They all complained and they all had whined, They just never knew where to look to find, And there was just you and me.... Only you and me, Forever.... Forever.... Blind then, but now I see, Forever.... Forever.... I miss the days when the fire burned in our soul, When the long days and nights didn't take a toll, When two halves became a wondrous whole, There was just you and me.... Only you and me, Forever.... Forever.... To dance until eternity, Forever.... Forever.... Only you.... Only me.... Forever.... Forever.... Blissfully.... Forever.... Forever...........